Oh my goodness! I can't believe I am back on here writing again. I am so excited (and a little nervous) about sharing my goals, struggles and accomplishments with you.
So as you can see now from my last post in 2015, I am a mommy. So yes, Brayden is 3 now! I can't even begin to tell you how crazy these 3 years have been for us, but I will save that for a different post because I want to just keep this post brief.
I decided to get back on here and write because, well, I'm fat and honestly it's what kept me motivated before I had Brayden. Now, some of you new to this page might think, "Oh my gosh, she isn't fat." or "Ashley, seriously????" I am here to tell you newbies that you are right, I'm not "FAT", but in my mind, I feel that way. This is not a pity party for my mental beliefs. This is a "get up and kick some ass again girl!" moment for me. So I kept the name "Diary of a Fat Girl" because I still feel like that girl. I'll get past past it, but I truly believe every woman always struggles with her inner fat girl.
My goal is to write on here at least once a week. This isn't just about my fitness anymore. Back when I first started this I was married to someone who put me last and all I had was fitness. Today, I am a single, working mom, with a very strong willed 3 year old boy. Finding time to work on myself in this house seems like waiting for the day I win the lottery.....when I don't play the lottery. So here I am writing about the good, the bad and the ugly. I love you all and have to say without my friends or family, I would be miserable, so again thank you!
So as you can see now from my last post in 2015, I am a mommy. So yes, Brayden is 3 now! I can't even begin to tell you how crazy these 3 years have been for us, but I will save that for a different post because I want to just keep this post brief.
I decided to get back on here and write because, well, I'm fat and honestly it's what kept me motivated before I had Brayden. Now, some of you new to this page might think, "Oh my gosh, she isn't fat." or "Ashley, seriously????" I am here to tell you newbies that you are right, I'm not "FAT", but in my mind, I feel that way. This is not a pity party for my mental beliefs. This is a "get up and kick some ass again girl!" moment for me. So I kept the name "Diary of a Fat Girl" because I still feel like that girl. I'll get past past it, but I truly believe every woman always struggles with her inner fat girl.
My goal is to write on here at least once a week. This isn't just about my fitness anymore. Back when I first started this I was married to someone who put me last and all I had was fitness. Today, I am a single, working mom, with a very strong willed 3 year old boy. Finding time to work on myself in this house seems like waiting for the day I win the lottery.....when I don't play the lottery. So here I am writing about the good, the bad and the ugly. I love you all and have to say without my friends or family, I would be miserable, so again thank you!
-Ash
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